Tales from the Ashmarch

A Lesson in Fishing

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Also in The Metal Underneath, five tales from the Ashmarch

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The tree had been there before kings.

Its roots pushed through old stone and older bones alike, caring for neither, and its great branches spread across the hillside like the hands of an old woman blessing a world that had long since forgotten how to deserve it.

Beneath those branches sat Garrick Vale.

Or what remained of him.

His back rested against the cracked trunk. One leg lay twisted beneath him, the other stretched into the churned mud where hundreds of boots had turned summer grass into a butcher’s floor. His mail shirt hung open where he had clawed it aside to reach the wound himself. It had done no good. Blood still seeped between the rings in slow, stubborn pulses.

His bronze sword lay a yard away, the blade snapped a handspan above the hilt.

He stared at it.

Forty years carrying that sword.

Forty years sharpening it.

Forty years trusting the work of another man’s hands.

He reached for it and laid the broken weapon across his knees. Even broken it carried a quiet beauty. The bronze glowed warmly beneath the afternoon sun, and beside the guard, barely larger than a fingernail, sat the tiny maker’s mark.

A mouse. Its tail curled neatly around itself.

Garrick rubbed it with a thumb darkened by blood.

“Jevin,” he murmured.

Best bronze worker in the land.

The thought carried him backwards through the years.

Tom danced around the riverbank holding the fishing rod above his head.

“I got one!”

“You did.”

“I actually got one!”

“You did.”

“I caught it!”

“So it would appear.”

Garrick worked the hook free before laying the trout gently in the grass.

“Leave him there a minute.”

Tom crouched.

“Can I hold him?”

“In a minute.”

“Can I touch him?”

“You can look at him.”

“He’ll be happier in the river.”

“He’ll be happier in the pan.”

Tom frowned.

“Don’t move him.”

“I won’t.”

Garrick turned to gather the rods.

Tom watched the trout open and close its mouth.

“Only a little push,” he whispered.

He nudged it once.

Nothing.

He nudged it again.

The trout exploded into life, bounced twice across the damp grass and disappeared into the river.

Tom stared.

“Oh.”

Behind him came his father’s sigh.

“Funny.”

Tom didn’t turn around.

“It got away.”

“So I see.”

“I only wanted to help.”

“I know.”

After a long silence Garrick rested a hand on the boy’s shoulder.

“And that’s why we listen to instructions.”

“I wasn’t trying to be bad.”

“I know you weren’t.”

“You’re angry?”

“Oh, I’m definitely angry.”

Tom’s face fell.

“But not because you lost the fish.”

Garrick crouched until they were eye to eye.

“I’m angry because one day you’ll stop listening to me.”

“I won’t.”

“I hope not.”

They walked back to the rods.

Tom noticed the bronze sword lying beside his father’s pack.

“Can I?”

“You can.”

He lifted it with both hands and almost dropped it.

“It’s heavy.”

“It keeps you alive.”

Tom turned the blade until he found the tiny mouse stamped beside the guard.

“What’s that?”

“The maker’s mark.”

“The mouse?”

“The mouse.”

“Whose mouse?”

“Jevin Povey’s.”

“The bronze worker?”

“The very one.”

“I heard he made the King’s swords.”

Garrick smiled.

“He made better than the King’s.”

“He did?”

“The King can afford another sword.”

He tapped the little mouse.

“I can’t afford another life.”

Tom looked at the mark again.

“So he’s the best?”

“The best in the land.”

He took the sword back carefully.

“Some men make swords. Jevin made companions. Look after one of his blades and it’ll likely look after you.”

Tom smiled.

“Will I have one one day?”

Garrick looked at him for a long moment.

“No.”

Tom’s smile faded.

“You’ll have this one.”

For Garrick could imagine no finer day than placing Jevin’s blade into his son’s hands.

The river had changed. Or perhaps it was only Tom.

Four summers had passed since the trout escaped, and the little boy who had once danced along the bank had stretched into a gangly youth with broadening shoulders and hands that no longer looked borrowed from childhood.

His cast landed cleanly beneath the overhanging willow.

Garrick watched the float settle.

“You’re getting difficult to teach.”

Tom grinned.

“You’ve been saying that for two summers.”

“That’s because you’ve been getting difficult for two summers.”

“I still can’t outfish you.”

“No.”

“But I will.”

Garrick chuckled.

“Confidence.”

“It’s not confidence.”

“What is it then?”

“It’s a promise.”

The old sergeant smiled into his beard.

“That’s my boy.”

The river carried their words downstream. There was no need to fill every silence anymore.

Once, Tom had asked questions every few breaths. Why birds flew in pairs. Whether fish slept. Why bronze caught the evening sun like fresh honey.

Now they sat comfortably saying nothing at all. Garrick loved this part of fatherhood no less than the other. Different. Quieter. No less full.

Tom’s float dipped.

He struck.

The rod bent into a graceful curve.

“Too soon,” Garrick said.

“I’ve got him.”

“You’ve got weeds.”

Tom frowned. The weeds fought back.

Then a silver flash rolled beneath the surface.

“I’ve got a fish.”

“You’ve got lucky.”

“I’ve got a fish.”

“You’ve got lucky.”

A fine trout slid ashore moments later. Tom looked down at it, then at his father.

“I’ll leave it there.”

Garrick raised an eyebrow.

“You remember.”

“I remember.”

“And why?”

Tom smiled.

“Because that’s why we listen to instructions.”

Garrick laughed.

“I was wiser then.”

“You were louder.”

“I still am.”

“I know.”

Together they watched the trout settle in the grass.

Neither touched it.

They followed the winding track home beneath a sky turning the colour of old bronze. Jevin’s sword hung from Garrick’s shoulder, the leather of its scabbard long since robbed of the smell of fresh hide, polished smooth by countless marches and countless rains.

Without a word Garrick loosened the belt and held it out.

Tom stared.

“For me?”

“For a while.”

He accepted it with both hands. Even sheathed, it carried surprising weight.

“I used to think this weighed the world.”

“It nearly does.”

Tom eased the blade from its scabbard. The bronze caught the dying light, glowing softly rather than shining. Near the guard sat the little mouse, its tail curled neatly beneath it.

“I still like the mouse.”

“So do I.”

He traced it with his thumb.

“Did Master Jevin know how many men this sword would save?”

Garrick looked at the blade a long while before answering.

“No.”

“I thought he made the best swords in the land.”

“He did.”

“Then surely he’d know.”

Garrick shook his head.

“That wasn’t his work.”

He rested one broad finger upon the tiny maker’s mark.

“Every blade leaves its maker’s hands perfect. What men choose to do with it after is never the smith’s burden.”

Tom rolled the words around in his mind.

“So if this sword killed a murderer—”

“That isn’t Jevin’s doing.”

“And if it killed a good man?”

Garrick nodded once.

“Still not.”

Tom slid the sword carefully home.

“I’ve never thought about that.”

“Most don’t.”

After a few more steps Garrick smiled.

“Some men make swords.”

Tom looked across.

“Jevin made companions.”

The boy looked back at the little mouse, and said nothing more the rest of the way home.

The road into Hallowmere bustled with carts and traders. Children darted between the wheels, and the smell of baking drifted through the afternoon air.

Ahead, a Crown grain wagon stood waiting. Villagers formed a quiet line, and one sack after another disappeared onto the cart.

Tom slowed.

“What are they doing?”

“Collecting the King’s due.”

An old widow struggled to lift her grain. A young Crown soldier stepped forward to help. His face held no cruelty. Only duty.

When the wagon finally rolled away, another soldier glanced over each shoulder. Satisfied no officer watched, he slipped a small loaf onto the widow’s doorstep before hurrying after the cart.

Tom noticed.

“So—”

“They’re not bad men.”

“No.”

“They’re taking food.”

“Yes.”

“They’re giving food.”

“Yes.”

Tom frowned.

“Which are they?”

Garrick smiled sadly.

“Soldiers.”

They walked on. For a long while neither spoke.

Then Tom asked quietly, “If the King’s taking their grain—”

“He is.”

“Who feeds them?”

Garrick opened his mouth.

Nothing came.

For perhaps the first time in Tom’s life, his father had no answer.

Winter came early. Snow buried the roads before the last harvest wagons had reached every village. Bridges vanished beneath ice, and the messengers stopped arriving.

When the summons came, Garrick kissed his wife, clasped Tom by the shoulder, and promised he would be home before the lambs found the fields again. He believed every word. So did Tom.

Neither knew that before spring, someone else would begin teaching Garrick’s son the lessons his father could not.

Winter settled over Hallowmere like an old debt. Snow gathered on the cottage roofs until every home looked bowed beneath its weight. Smoke drifted from the chimneys into a sky the colour of cold ash, and every morning fresh footprints appeared only to vanish beneath the next fall.

The river froze from its edges first.

Tom stood staring across it. He had never seen it silent. His father always said rivers were like soldiers — they only stopped when they were dead. Now even the river seemed tired.

Behind him the cottage door creaked.

“Your porridge will set.”

His mother smiled from the doorway, wrapping her shawl tighter. She had aged while Garrick had been away. Not in her face. In her waiting.

Tom turned.

“I’m not hungry.”

“You will be.”

“I’m not.”

She crossed the yard and slipped her arm through his.

“When did growing taller make you think you could argue better?”

He smiled.

“I’ve always argued well.”

“No,” she laughed softly. “You’ve always argued loudly.”

The cupboard grew emptier each week. First the smoked meat disappeared. Then the onions. Then the flour.

His mother became clever. Stews somehow stayed full despite holding less. Bread grew thinner. She never complained, and neither did Tom.

When the last of the barley emptied into the pot she simply dusted her hands together.

“That lasted well.”

It had not. She was pretending. For him.

The knock came before dawn. Three slow taps.

His mother opened the door. Three black-robed monks stood beneath the falling snow, each pushing a handcart. The eldest inclined his head.

“By command of the Arch Priest, we are to bring bread, blankets and medicine to the villages named for this winter.”

His mother frowned.

“You were sent?”

“We were.”

“The Arch Priest ordered this?”

“He did.”

The youngest monk uncovered his cart. Warm loaves filled the air with the smell of fresh bread.

“We go only where we are instructed,” the elder continued. “The Arch Priest says charity without purpose feeds only a day. Charity wisely given may feed a generation.”

His mother hesitated.

“We have nothing to pay.”

“We seek no payment.”

“No prayer?”

“No.”

“No oath?”

The monk smiled gently.

“Only that you eat while the bread is warm.”

As they turned to leave, the youngest paused.

“There are villages beyond the eastern ridge.”

“They receive none?”

“Not this winter.”

“Why?”

The elder answered before the younger could.

“The Arch Priest decides where the Order’s strength is best spent.”

Then they walked on.

Tom watched them disappear through the snow.

“They helped us.”

“They did.”

“But someone else chose who would be helped.”

His mother looked after them a long moment.

“Yes.”

Spring returned one careful day at a time. The first shoots pushed through the frost-black earth, and the river found its voice again, breaking the last sheets of ice into floating islands that drifted downstream.

The monks kept coming as the roads opened. Sometimes with bread. Sometimes with herbs. Sometimes with firewood. The youngest, Brother Edren, worked harder than he spoke, and Tom took to working beside him.

One morning they were re-thatching Widow Ellin’s roof when Tom asked, “Does the Arch Priest know every village?”

Edren smiled.

“I expect he tries.”

“And if he told you not to help someone?”

Edren paused with a bundle of thatch in his hands.

“I have taken vows.”

“Is that an answer?”

“It is the only one I can honestly give.”

Tom said nothing more, and passed him the next bundle. He had not been asked to. He had simply arrived that morning and started climbing.

“You could have asked for help,” he said.

“I have.”

Tom looked around the empty yard.

“I don’t see anyone.”

“I asked you.”

“You didn’t.”

“I arrived.”

Tom laughed.

“That’s not asking.”

“No.” Edren tied off the thatch. “It’s trusting.”

They worked until midday. Somewhere in it Edren tore his hand on a broken lath and bound it without a word, and it was Tom who noticed the blood.

“You should stop.”

“It’ll wait.”

“It needs stitching.”

“So does the roof.”

Tom frowned.

“You’re always doing that.”

“What?”

“Putting yourself second.”

Edren looked genuinely puzzled.

“Isn’t that the point?”

Tom went up to the monastery when his work allowed. It sat on a low rise above the valley, its walls plain — no towers, no banners, no carvings boasting of victories. He had imagined something grander.

“We spend our stone on roofs,” Edren told him.

“Not statues?”

Edren shook his head.

“Rain ignores statues.”

Inside, the brothers moved quietly through their work. One copied books. Another repaired boots. Two tended a man whose leg had been crushed beneath a wagon. No one hurried. No one stood idle. Every monk ate from the same pot, the eldest no larger a portion than the youngest, and when the bread was divided Edren broke his own piece in half and set one half in the bowl beside the injured man. He never looked to see whether anyone noticed.

Tom did.

One brother took no part in it. He drew a whole loaf for himself and ate alone against the far wall, his face long and pale and shut, giving nothing back to the room. The others left a space around him without appearing to decide to.

“Do all monks live like this?” Tom asked, later.

“We try.”

“And if someone doesn’t?”

“We remind him.”

“And if he still doesn’t?”

Edren’s eyes went to the far wall, where the pale brother had sat.

“Then perhaps he belongs somewhere else.”

Tom walked home beneath a sky streaked with the last gold of evening. His mother was planting herbs beside the door.

“You were with the monks.”

“I was.”

She kept working.

“Learn anything?”

Tom thought a while.

“I thought they were different because of what they believed.”

“And?”

“I think they’re different because of how they live.”

His mother pressed another seed into the earth.

“Beliefs are easy.” She smiled without raising her head. “Living them isn’t.”

Several days later the monastery bell rang again. Not for prayer.

Smoke rose from the western cottages. A barn had caught. Before the village bucket line had even formed, black robes were running across the fields, Edren among them. He didn’t shout. He didn’t command. He picked up the first bucket, and others followed.

When the flames were finally beaten down, Tom understood something. The monks had reached the fire before the Crown — not because the Crown didn’t care, but because the soldiers were two days away and the monks lived here.

Neighbours first. Servants second.

That thought stayed with him.

Weeks later, a patrol of Crown soldiers rode into Hallowmere. Dust covered their cloaks and their horses were thin. The sergeant dismounted beside the well and asked only one question.

“Has anyone seen Sergeant Garrick Vale’s family?”

Tom stepped forward.

“I am his son.”

The soldier smiled with obvious relief.

“He’ll be pleased.”

“You’ve seen him?”

“A fortnight ago.”

Tom felt his shoulders lighten.

“Is he well?”

“Tired.” The sergeant chuckled. “Complains his knees ache.”

Tom laughed.

“He’s getting old.”

“He said you’d say that.”

The soldier reached into his saddlebag.

“He also asked me to give you this.”

Wrapped in oilcloth lay a fishing fly. Hand-tied. Clumsy. Uneven. Exactly the sort Garrick had always made. No letter. No message. Just the fly.

Tom smiled despite himself. His father had remembered. He always did.

That night Tom turned the tiny lure over in his fingers. Outside, the monastery bell sounded the evening prayer. Far away, beyond the hills, his father was probably looking at the same stars.

For the first time, Tom saw that loving his father and admiring the Order were not opposite things.

Not yet.

The following morning dawned bright and cool. Without a word, Garrick collected two fishing rods from the shed.

Tom smiled.

“I was wondering when you’d ask.”

“I thought I’d give you until breakfast.”

Together they followed the familiar path to the river. The old willow still leaned over the water, just as it always had.

Garrick knelt beside the bank and opened the worn leather pouch.

“I made you another fly.”

Tom’s face lit up.

“I know.”

“The sergeant delivered it?”

“He did.”

“Did it catch anything?”

“Not yet.”

“It will.”

They baited their hooks. The lines whispered through the air. Two floats settled upon the slow current.

For a long while neither man spoke. The river had always been where words came easiest. Or not at all.

Garrick watched his float carried beneath the willow’s shadow. Tom watched his father.

Then Tom spoke.

“I’ve been helping at the monastery.”

The days grew longer. Spring softened into summer, and the valley remembered its colours. Wildflowers returned to the banks. The willow stretched new leaves across the water.

For a while, life became wonderfully ordinary. Garrick repaired fences. Tom helped where he could. His mother smiled more than she had all winter.

No one spoke of monasteries. No one spoke of war. Some subjects were left alone because everyone already knew them.

One evening Garrick sat outside sharpening Jevin’s sword. The familiar scrape of whetstone against bronze drifted across the yard. Tom joined him, carrying two mugs of ale.

“You’ve sharpened that sword more times than you’ve used it.”

Garrick smiled.

“That’s the idea.”

Tom handed him a mug.

“I’ve been thinking.”

“I know.”

“You always know.”

“I’ve had practice.”

They sat watching swallows chase insects across the fields.

“I’ve decided.”

Garrick drew the stone along the blade.

“I know.”

Tom looked across.

“You aren’t even going to ask?”

“I don’t need to.” The old sergeant laid the sword across his knees. “I saw it the day you watched those monks mend Widow Ellin’s roof.”

Tom lowered his eyes.

“I thought I hid it.”

“You did. You just know me.”

“I do.”

“I leave after harvest.”

The words settled heavily between them.

Garrick nodded once.

“When?”

“The second bell after First Harvest.”

“So soon.”

“The Order says I begin before winter.”

Garrick smiled faintly.

“The army says much the same.”

Tom laughed despite himself.

“I suppose they do.”

They sat quietly. Eventually Garrick lifted the sword.

“Come here.”

Tom stepped closer. His father handed him the whetstone.

“Your turn.”

“I’ve never sharpened it.”

“Exactly.”

Tom took the blade carefully. His hands felt clumsy, and the whetstone caught awkwardly. Garrick reached across and gently adjusted his grip.

“Not like you’re fighting it.” He smiled. “Like you’re looking after it.”

Tom tried again. The stone whispered along the bronze. Better this time.

“There,” Garrick said. “Again.”

The rhythm settled between them. Stone. Bronze. Stone. Bronze.

Neither spoke for several minutes. Finally Garrick said quietly, “When I first carried this sword, I thought its edge kept me alive.”

Tom kept sharpening.

“And now?”

“I know better.” He watched his son’s careful hands. “It was the men beside me.”

Tom stopped.

“So why carry a sword at all?”

“Because sometimes good men need one.”

The words hung in the evening air. Tom looked down at the blade.

“And sometimes,” he said softly, “good men don’t.”

Garrick studied him. Then smiled.

“Aye.” He rested a hand on Tom’s shoulder. “And that’s why you’ll never make a soldier.”

Tom smiled sadly.

“I think you’re right.”

As darkness settled over Hallowmere, they packed away the whetstone. The sword slid back into its scabbard, and the little mouse disappeared beneath the leather throat once more.

Harvest came beneath clear skies. The fields around Hallowmere shimmered gold beneath the late summer sun, and every able hand worked from first light until the evening bell.

Tom worked beside his father. They said little as they worked. The silence was not awkward. It was borrowed. Each hoped the other might spend it saying something that would change everything.

Neither did.

The monastery bell rang just after dawn three days later, its sound drifting across the valley on cool morning air.

Tom had packed little. A blanket. Two shirts. A wooden spoon. His mother’s small sewing kit. Nothing more. The Order promised a simple life, and there was little point carrying more than simplicity required.

His mother fussed over the pack for the third time.

“You’ve forgotten something.”

“I haven’t.”

“You must have.”

“I checked.”

She untied the straps anyway. Folded the blanket again. Moved the spoon. Straightened the shirts.

Tom smiled.

“You just wanted another excuse.”

She looked up.

“I did.”

She stepped forward and held him. Not tightly. Just long enough to remember the weight of him.

“When you were little,” she whispered, “I could carry you.”

Tom laughed softly.

“I remember.”

“I don’t.”

Outside, Garrick waited beside the gate. Jevin’s sword rested at his hip, the leather darkened by forty summers of rain and sweat and polishing.

Tom joined him. For a long while neither spoke. The morning birds filled the silence for them.

Finally Garrick reached into his pocket.

“I almost forgot.”

He held out something wrapped in cloth. Tom unfolded it carefully. Inside lay a bronze fish hook. Beautifully made. Small. Its barb impossibly fine.

“I made this.”

Tom looked up in surprise.

“You?”

“I’m a poor smith.”

“It’s perfect.”

“It isn’t.” Garrick smiled. “But it’ll catch fish.”

Tom turned the hook between his fingers.

“Thank you.”

“It’s for when the monastery lets you escape.”

“They’ll let me fish.”

“They’d better.”

The road to the monastery climbed steadily from the valley. Halfway up stood the old willow overlooking the river. Tom stopped beneath its branches.

“So this is it.”

Garrick nodded.

“I suppose it is.”

Tom looked back towards the village.

“It suddenly feels very small.”

“It always was.”

“And the world?”

Garrick smiled.

“The world’s no bigger.”

Tom frowned.

“It isn’t?”

“No.” He rested a hand on Tom’s shoulder. “You simply learn how much of it matters.”

Tom’s eyes settled on the sword.

“I wish I could carry it.”

“I know.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be.”

“You wanted me to have it.”

“I still do.”

Tom looked confused.

“But I won’t.”

Garrick shook his head.

“The sword isn’t what I wanted you to inherit.”

“What then?”

The old sergeant smiled.

“The man carrying it.”

Tom felt the tears gathering.

“I hope I become half the man.”

Garrick laughed quietly.

“I hope you become twice.”

They embraced. Not the hurried embrace of greeting. Not the desperate embrace of grief. Simply a father and a son.

When they stepped apart, Garrick looked at him a long moment.

“I’ve one last lesson.”

Tom smiled through wet eyes.

“I’m listening.”

Garrick glanced towards the river below.

“Do you remember the trout?”

Tom laughed.

“I’ll never forget it.”

“I told you we listen to instructions.”

“You did.”

“I’ve been thinking about that ever since.” His voice grew quieter. “The truth is, there comes a day when a son must stop listening to his father.”

Tom’s smile faded.

“But only—” He rested a hand gently against Tom’s chest. “—if he has learned to listen to his own conscience.”

Neither spoke. The breeze stirred the willow leaves overhead.

“If ever those two disagree,” Garrick continued, “choose your conscience.”

Tom stared at him.

“You’d tell me to disobey you?”

The old soldier smiled.

“I just did.”

Tom shouldered his pack. At the bend in the road he looked back once. His mother stood beside the gate. Garrick stood beneath the willow. One raised a hand. The other did not.

The old sergeant simply watched until his son disappeared beyond the rise. Only then did he rest a hand upon Jevin’s sword. Not because he had lost an heir, but because he saw, at last, that raising a son had never been about making another Garrick Vale.

It had always been about giving the world a better man.

Autumn became winter. Winter yielded to spring. The years did not hurry. They simply passed, one after another, as years always do. The valley watched boys become men.

Tom found peace within the monastery. He rose before dawn with the bell, worked until his hands blistered, and studied until the candles guttered low. He learned herbs before scripture, bandages before prayers.

The old brothers often reminded the younger initiates that faith without service was little more than pride dressed in fine words. Tom liked that. It sounded like something his father might have said.

Brother Edren grew older. His beard gathered more grey than brown, and his knees complained whenever winter returned. Yet he was always first to lift a sack of grain, first to climb a roof, last to eat.

One evening Tom asked, “Why do you always volunteer?”

Edren smiled.

“Because one day I won’t be able to.”

Far beyond the valley, Garrick marched. The campaigns changed. The banners changed. Kings issued new commands, young soldiers arrived, old soldiers disappeared. Only the road remained the same.

Sometimes he passed villages that welcomed the Crown. Sometimes villages that closed their doors. He never blamed them. Every village had learned different lessons.

Whenever leave carried him home, he and Tom still walked to the river. The conversations had changed. No one tried to persuade the other anymore. Instead they spoke of weather. Harvests. Repairs to the monastery roof. The widow whose cow had finally calved.

The trout still proved cleverer than both of them.

It was enough.

His mother often watched them leave together.

“They’ve stopped arguing,” she said one evening.

Garrick smiled.

“We were never arguing.”

“What were you doing?”

“Loving each other badly.”

She slipped her hand into his.

“I think you’ve learned.”

He looked towards the river.

“I hope so.”

The summers continued. The willow thickened, its branches reaching further across the water each year. The little mouse upon Jevin’s sword grew smooth beneath Garrick’s thumb, and the bronze fish hook on Tom’s belt grew dark with use.

Neither gift was ever forgotten.

Then the messenger came. He arrived at dusk on a horse lathered white with sweat, the Crown seal hanging broken from the message tube.

Garrick read the parchment once. Then again.

His wife watched his face.

“It’s bad.”

He nodded.

“The border’s failed.”

“Another campaign?”

“A large one.”

She already knew the answer.

“When?”

He folded the message carefully.

“At first light.”

Before dawn he walked alone to the river. The mist lay thick upon the water. He sat beneath the old willow and, for a while, simply listened. The river never asked questions. It only carried everything onwards.

Footsteps sounded behind him.

Tom.

“I thought I’d find you here.”

Garrick smiled without turning.

“I hoped you would.”

Neither spoke. The sky slowly brightened beyond the hills.

Finally Garrick stood and tightened the sword belt around his waist.

“I suppose,” he said quietly, “it’s time.”

Tom nodded.

“I suppose it is.”

Together they walked back towards the village.

The battle ended as suddenly as it had begun. The shouting faded first. Then the clash of bronze. Only the cries of the wounded remained.

Beneath the old willow, Garrick struggled for breath. The bronze sword lay broken beside him. Forty years, and at the last it had met a blow it could not turn.

Footsteps approached. A young brother of the Order dropped to his knees and, without a word, began pressing cloth against the wound.

“You’ll only stain your robes,” Garrick whispered.

“I’ve stained them before.”

The voice was familiar. Too familiar.

The young monk lowered his hood.

“Tom—”

His son smiled through tears.

“Hello, Dad.”

For a heartbeat the years vanished. There was only a father. Only a son.

Tom took his father’s hand.

“I was too late.”

“No.”

“You shouldn’t have been here.”

“Neither should you.”

A sharp voice cut across the silence.

“What are you doing?”

An officer of the Order strode towards them, sword already drawn — a tall man, his face long and pale and shut, giving nothing back.

Tom had seen that face before. The brother who ate alone. The one who belonged somewhere else.

“He’s dying,” Tom said.

“He’s the enemy.”

“He’s my father.”

“Then you’ve forgotten your vows.”

Tom stood.

“I’ve remembered them.”

The blade flashed. Tom fell before he could speak again.

For a heartbeat the world stopped.

Garrick stared at his son. Then something older than pain pulled him to his feet. He reached for Jevin’s broken sword. Half a blade was enough.

The officer never expected the dying soldier to rise. Garrick drove the broken bronze into the man’s chest, and the officer collapsed beside Tom.

Only then did Garrick fall once more.

He dragged himself across the blood-soaked earth until he reached his son. Tom still breathed. Barely.

“I’m sorry,” Garrick whispered.

Tom managed the faintest smile.

“I finally understood.”

Garrick pressed his son’s hand.

And then there was nothing to press back.

The valley grew quiet. Garrick rested his forehead against his son’s shoulder. He did not call for help. He did not pray. He simply stayed where fathers belong.

Beside their sons.

When the Crown burial party found them two days later, neither man had moved. The broken sword lay between them, the little mouse upon its guard dark with dried blood. The officer of the Order lay where he had fallen, and no one could explain why.

No one knew that the monk had been Garrick’s son.

The wagon reached Hallowmere three days later.

His wife saw it from the cottage door. She smiled at first — campaigns always ended with wagons. Then she saw that only one man rode with it.

A young Crown soldier climbed down slowly, his helmet beneath his arm, and walked towards her with the careful steps of a man carrying terrible news.

Before he spoke, she already knew.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

She nodded once.

“My husband?”

“He died bravely.”

She closed her eyes. Then, quietly: “And my son?”

The soldier frowned.

“Your son?”

He did not understand the question, so he gave her the only thing he had — the story the company could not stop telling. Two men found under a tree at the edge of the field: an old Crown sergeant and a young brother of the Order, dead together, the monk’s hand still closed in the old man’s and a broken bronze sword between them. No one could say why an enemy brother would kneel over a dying Crown soldier and refuse to leave him. The men had turned it over for two days and made nothing of it.

She listened to all of it without moving.

“That was Thomas,” she said. Then, softer, the last word barely there. “My son.”

The soldier did not understand. He inclined his head, and turned to go.

“The bodies,” she said.

He stopped.

“Only one, lady.” He would not look at her. “On the cart.”

“And the monk?”

“Don’t know, lady.”

She gave the smallest nod, as though he had told her something she had always known.

She held herself until the door had closed behind her.

Then she wept.

Far off, beneath the old willow, a trout looked for its sport.

The river flowed on, and life became a little duller for the trout.

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